Wednesday, October 17, 2007

which one lol~!?

This one better...

(1)

OR

This one?
(2)


Ader misai ker tader actually muker I samer jer...ikut keadaan...~!! Kengkadang I nampak berumur skit kalau ader misai...tapi kalau tader misai ngan jambang...nampak cam lagi berumur + pekerja buruh Indon...~!! So takleyh ckp per gak la...~!! Lagipon skang dah cukur abis misai ngan jambang I...at least biler pegang muker licin skit...~!! tue jer la diernyer advantage~!! nak kissing pon tader la rimas sgt...!! tapi kalau ader janggung ngan misai leyh wat gentel gentel ngan tarik tarik biler ngantuk menjelma...~!! haihh...memaner la....

Siler sms undi anda ker 1900-6969-Ah-Ah-Ah-Auw

Shuun

Monday, October 15, 2007

Salam Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua. XD
Tak tau nak update aper...nie jer yg leyh bagi korang tatap...pic raya dari tahun-tahun lps and latest...hehehe~!!

Sorry yg first pic tue quality sakit skit...sebb maser tue masih guner camera film. Yg dua agi dah guner digital cam..hehehe~!! *aku makin gemuk...and putih....hehehe...debushh*

See...I'm chubby now..lalalala~!! *sambung makan lontong ngan lodeh cili api...*


EXTRA PIC!!!
Cucuk pipi and smile everyone!!

With my cousin yg keje kat Japan~!! Woohh...jealous...nak keje situ gak one day!! Right Putra oni-sama~!!?? hehehehe...~!!
Gambo nie amik time family gathering kat Restoran Singgah Selalu dekat Danga Bay JB.

Tue jer la...gambo makanan raya akoo letak kendian...nak bersiap pack barang balik kampung lak..~!!

Shuun

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Aku masih setia

Skang nie jam kat comp da pukul 3.57 pagi. Kalau ikutkan tader aper aper nak taip kat sini tapi taip jer la. Pagi semalam is my final exam paper for this semester. Its holiday time and all Muslim will celebrated Aidilfitri either on Saturday or Sunday. I still hoping that Ramadhan will be longer tho. I'm not really excited bout Raya. Not that I don't enjoy it but maybe coz I feel I'm more matured and alot more older now. I'm more concern bout other thing like what will be happening next semester and my exam result for sure. Raya nie pon dah azam nak kuruskan balik badan nie. Pipi dah tambah chubby skang nie....and my perut dah nak start menggeleber lol. But my height still increasing like it will never stop. I dunno what preparation ayah ngan ibu wat kat umah skang nie. Tapi Ibu ader bagitau yg umah dah cat kaler lain and ayah sambut raya ngan kereta BMW baru. Okeyh la tue...dpt merasa keter baru. Ayah pon mmg dah lamer nak keter tue. I don't really mind it coz I'm not a "car" person...I hate driving. Skang nie patutnyer aku start packing barang nak bawak balik JB. Since driver amik lewat petang...packing pagi nanti jer la. Tgh mood malas nieh. Keje doujin pon masih terbengkalai and last due date next week....I'm so dead...kepala masih pusing tgk Visual Basic nyer scripting. Cadang nak pikul monitor ngan CPU nie bawak balik JB since holiday sebulan, bersawang gak bender nie kat dlm bilik apartment(panas lak tue). Lagi pon keje yg nak abiskan sumer dlm PC nie. Malas nak transfer transfer...nanti ader jer file yg takleyh nak bukak. Huhuhu...so better bersusah skit tapi hasil puas ati.

Semester 1 dah pon abis...pelik....awat kejap giler. Aku masih ingat first class yg aku attend semester nie. Tetiba dah nak masuk sem 2 lak. Nanti tetiba dah graduate. Hmm...kalau nak summarizekan semester 1 nie. Bleyh kata okeyh gak la. We do our assignment in more profesional way. Kelam kabut ngan due date tue unavoidable. Macam nak terberak..muntah ijau...pitam...sumer ader. Sib baik sumernyer dpt dibereskan ngan sempurna. Kalau nak refer semester yg dulu dulu...sampai tergadai subject lain, kira sem nie byk improvement. everyone work hard to overcome all this circumstances. thanks also too all the lecturer with all their support and guidance. I'm glad I'm a DM'ian. Tho I still remember that I try avoid choosing this majoring during my Alpha since I want FA as my major. But then, thing turn out to be a lot more interesting as a DM student now. Hehehe...

Per per pon, nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada sumer umat Islam. Kepada semua yg mengenali diri penulis ini, mohon ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki kalau ader salah silap, terkasar bahasa, terover reaction or terlaser dlm blog.

Shuun

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Heart wrenching






Ya Allah...
I feel so sad, terribly sad that this actually happening inside the world we live in. Moreover to our own Muslim people. I just can't explain how I feel while looking at this picture. I can't even sleep.Kept thinking, crying, sobbing all by myself. I cry and cry...and cry some more...my heart ache so badly, and I feel this unbearable pain...so deep that it can't be simply cure...
To the victim...May Allah SWT bless you and give you peace.
To the child, we will pray your safety and future...*if by chance he still breathing in this cruel world*
We pray the people that do this terrible thing will be given the worse and heaviest punishment in hell.
Amin

*Credit picture to their respected owner. I don't own any of these images.

Ezul Farhan Elias

Saturday, October 6, 2007

kadang - kadang terasa

Mungkin sebab process metamorphosis kat badan ngan otak wat aku terpikir macam macam bender. Biler pikir semula bender yg dah lepas memang terasa gak la. Tengok orang lain sumer bahagia ngan pasangan memasing. bercinta bak nak terpusing dunia. Aku biler lagi? Tak tau. The previous heartbroken wat aku tawar hati nak terima sesiapa wat sementara waktu. Tho I know it just one directional love...and its not normal(pempaham sendiri). Tho now I had forgotten that person. Its not his fault...never been his fault from the beginning. Its my selfishness over my ownself yg jadik camnie. Cemburu buta biler tgk dia dah berpunya. Bodoh sungguh aku. tersangat bodoh. Skang tengok aper dah jadik kat diri aku. Jadik sensitif biler ditanyer soal soal camnie. It unavaoidable... Bercinta lagi? Maybe 10 years from now...I dunno...tho I still hoping and longing for some to love me. Love for who I am not because metarial.

Kadang-kadang terasa nak ada kawan yg leyh luahkan segala bender. And kalau bleh seorang lelaki sebab kat uni skang lebih byk kawan perempuam. Pelik tul. Dulu zaman sekolah leyh gayut ngan member laki lebih sejam macam couple. Time tue borak kosong jer. Dulu sekolah sumer budak laki..mmg dari sekolah rendah gie skool yg all male student. Jadik mmg ramai kawan laki time tue. And tak tau la...mungkin sebab diorang sumer jenis ramah giler...selalu contact umah ajak bual. maner la ader handphone sorang satu time tue, so tepon umah jer. Then luahkan segala galanyer dari A sampai Z. Maser tue aku nie jenis good listener so mmg biasa dengor org dok ngadu damba....masalah tue...masalah nie. Jgn korang raser pelik sebab lelaki pon ader time nak ngadu nasib. Skang nie condition tue dah berbalik kat aku lak...tapi yg make the different. Aku tak tau saper nak contact and saper yg leyh dengor masalah aku. Dulu org tepon aku luah perasaan, tapi skang nie aku.... Memang la ader member rapat yg bleyh call tapi kebanyakannyer pompuan. And tak sumer bender leyh luahkan kat member female eventho diorang mungkin leyh faham but right now yg important is male to male interaction. Skang nie kalau ader per per nak ngadu, terus ngadu kat ibu or my other siblings. Tapi tak semua bender diorang leyh tau kan. Yg kener kept private tue caner lak...takkan nak pendam. Yeah I know i got big bro but his not the tpe yg amik pot bout all this thing.

Kadang-kadang aku wish jumper seorang lelaki yg leyh jadik teman luah perasaan and he also can give good advise to me when needed. Aku dah penat dok bagi org advise...dari study sampai masalah keluarga. Skang nie aku harap org lain leyh bagi good advise lak...and it must kuar dari mulut orang laki..sebb its make major differences to me. I know I might sound a bit gay but tader niat camtue. Maybe sebb environment yg lepas wat aku camnie. You can say that I'm desperate..yeah..really desperate to seek a male friend that can be my savior. Kawan kawan sekolah dulu bukannyer dah luper kat aku, just that diorang pon ader commitment sendiri and problem kener settlekan. I know coz I'm their friend. I heard from them for many years. Skang I hope that someone would spend few minute just to hear isi hati nie. Thats all, aku tak demand lebih dari tue. Even if he a stranger, aku tak kisah sebb mungkin dier lebih nampak the real me. Aku dah menipu diri sendiri terlampau banyak sampai dah keliru siapa aku sebenarnyer. Aku still aku yg dulu....or aku dah berubah jadik seorang yg lain sehingga mendatangkan negative pada diri sendirik? Aku tak pernah tau aku akan jadik camnie...tak penah terpikir...

Kadang-kadang aku...

Shuun

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Inside the room...


We see each others eyes...
You lean on my shoulder...
I embrace your warmth body...
Listen to your breathe...
Listen to my heartbeat...
Listen to our little conversation...
Understanding each word spoken...
Smiling with pure honesty...
Reaching your gentle hand...
A bond that kept our promises...
On the bed...
We dream the same dream...
We walk the same path...
We create the future we longing for...
We unite and devour our love to each other...
And give birth to new life...

Shuun

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Monday, October 1, 2007

Love so Sweet - Arashi



Catchy song and Jun moves like he really enjoy it by himself. <3

Shuun