Insane Insanity

...and I overestimated my self tried to hold my ground tighten my grip on self belief yet now I fall hard really hard shatter...

...and I told myself, nothing can be done if you keep on lying? maybe I'm being sensitive but the way things are now it won...

...and at the end of the day the only thing that I ever wish for just your happiness and life fulfillment your dream and ambition...

...and I've tried my best to fight those feeling those longing, desire, tempting, even lust it's an endless inner conflict ...

...and this heart is still swelling and throbbing old scar is still bleeding a smile and a laugh are what accompany me now  but y...