Friday, September 28, 2007

Aku tak pernah ngerti

Kenapa kadang-kadang makhluk bernama lelaki ni sangat la tak ada adab ngan kepala otak. Kenapa mesti lakukan sesuatu yg menjatuhkan air muka orang lain. Nak cover kelemahan sendiri? Cemburu buta? Tak puas hati atas kelebihan orang lain. Biler ditanyer tader satu pon jawapan yang diorang bagi tue accurate or even had the logic in it. Are they not use their head to think? Two answer will had the same meaning.
Yes, they didn't use their brain instead use their fucking cock.
No, they didn't use their brain instead use their fucking cock.
Tengok, either one gave the same meaning. Nak jumper lelaki yang baik sekarang nie bukannya perkara yg senang lagi. Banyak yang dah lupa daratan and takbur ngan tipuan dunia. Perempuan menjadi sebahagian barang permainan mereka tanpa memikirkan asal usul mereka adalah dari rahim seorang ibu...perempuan. Tidakkah sangat banjingan and bangsat mereka ini. Golongan lelaki ini, datang ke universiti/kolej/sekolah hanya untuk bersuka ria. Yg mereka tau parent mesti and wajib support hidop mereka. Duit makan minum, enjoy, sebijik kereta mesti tunaikan. Kalau tak diorang tak mahu blaja. Aper nie lelaki? Korang nie dah bodoh sangat ker sampai nak demand memacam dari family sampai camtue sekali? Kalau blaja bagus takper gak, tapi nie sumer lingkup. And korang try nak downhillkan budak budak yg have good achievement sebab korang nak cover up your weaknesses. Hina, caci, kutuk, tikam belakang...setiap benda nie korang ludah ngan jilat kat muka sendiri. Ingat, diorang yg berusaha ngan keyakinan sendiri untuk berjaya akan berjaya sampai bila bila. Tak mcm those rich or pretended clever guy yg hanya pandai menumpang titik peluh org lain. Kalau stakat nak tayang your car but not from your own money wat per. Its your father/moher yg suppose to get credits, not yours. Korang hanya menghabiskan masa ngan duit. Ok, if you come from rich family, fine for me. But whose the one rich here? You? Impossible. No one born to be rich. Even Bill gates struggle to be what his now. High Pedigree? Stupid. Everyone is equal here. I myself kinda regret coz come from rich family. Tapi at the same time, rasa sangat bersyukur sebab I can appreciate this life. Ada orang yg miskin and hidup susah. Kita yg hidup senang nie kalau tak tau nak bersyukur elok jangan hidup lagi. I also wanna say my greatest thanks to my father coz not pempered us with money. Makes me remember those old school day. Starting from RM1 and end with RM2. My weekly pocket money sampai Form 5 cumer RM10 jer. But I never complain sebab for me thats more than enough. I seldom buy thing outside. Prefer eat my mom cooks food. But theres one thing I will never forget. Once a friend of my father said to me that my father said this to him..."Aku tak ada harta nak bagi anak-anak aku, cumer boleh bagi ilmu jer. Selagi diorang nak belajar, aku support diorang". Why he didn't say it directly to me and my other sibling? No need for that coz we fully understand it. Cukup la aper yg ayah bagi kitorang skang. We promise to do the same thing to ayah ngan ibu biler kitorang berjaya kelak. I don't really know how others parent teach their child. But for me, istilah "Jgn dimanjakan sangat" aderlah sangat sesuai untuk remaja skang nie. But my focus more toward male. I don't have the right to judge female. Kengkawan kadang kadang penyebab utama sesetengah orang tue jadik lalai. Hasutan orang luar jadik racun otak. Tapi lelaki nie jenis yg tak pikir panjang sangat. Sebab mungkin maser kat sekolah selalu kener kongkong. Biler dah tinggal jauh dari family terus jadik setan. Biler jumper kawan yg samer samer setan, terus jadik dajal lak. So lepas tue terus pegi menyetan ngan mendajal. Tapi pandai lak biler poket dah tandus, bukan main manja mintak duit dari parent. Putar belit alam bukan main expert. Kata nak bayar fees la..tue la..nie la. Tapi biler fail study sumer orang ko blame. Dari makcik cleaner kat kolej sampai kucing kat umah. Maner pegi your morality ha? Stupid dumbass. Paling sedih biler sanggup blame parent sendiri yg selama nie perah kudrat nak support your study. Its a big insult to your father and mother. Korang penah raser tak betapa peritnyer hati diorang korang wat camtue. Korang yg buat parent camnie tak layak hidup sebagai seorang manusia. Many times I encounter spoiled brat yg embarrassed their parent in public.Memang panas mata tengak, and tangan pun raser biler biler leh melayang. Its becoming reality now. Dunno what will happen to this plague in the future.

*Journal ni bukan jer peringatan untuk golongan lelaki kat luar sana, but also for my own reminder since I'm a male myself*

p/s: If anyone get really offended, I'm sorry.

Shuun

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