Disguise and Disgust

I'm just a devil disguise as an angel
Pretending...
Soon it gonna bleed deeper and I will lost my way
Without knowing the real purpose of own actions
Selfish...egoistic
Smile will never again conceal the fact
That I'm a bad person
Faking...
Had become my natural way of living
Such a disgusting way of walking in this world
Knowing that the white feathered wing
Cannot send me fly to heaven...
Not that it ever flaps...not even once
But...
Deep inside, I still wish for it to happen...
But, devil don't deserve such miracle
or blessed with golden bell
,,,

Shuun