The Sail of Red

...and the sea rocking smooth

and the white ship sail in full glory

where our feeling and mind unite

regardless of our differences

to help others in dire need

we brought you hope

we brought you life

we brought you care

we brought you love

we brought you future

and yet everything seems

becoming more difficult to us

a devil bird snatch away those dream

snatch away our good intention

rain us with bullets

drench us with our comrade blood

violating every humanitarian law

they can violated us

they can call us whatever they want

and yet we will never step back

wait for us our beloved brothers and sisters

the whole world will listen

the whole world will see

the whole world will unite

and the whole world will judge

and we all know God always on our side...

Amen

...

Shuun

Tunnel Rain

...and as I walk through this long pathway
there's a tunnel at the end of the road
hasten my movement toward the entrance
the surrounding is not that clear to be seen
and old lamp hanging on the wall
lighting the way with it dim light
I could hear the storm is coming from sky above
the wind starting to dance recklessly
I move deeper inside the tunnel
my only shelter from the torrent
but as I move deeper
there's a sound of heavy pour
at the end of the tunnel
closer and closer its get
suddenly like a typhoon sweeping across the land
I was hit by a massive waterfall from above
soaked wet, I start to run
run across the raining tunnel
suffocating, shivering, gasping
but where is the exit...

...

Shuun

Breaking glass

...and this miserable feeling I have
not knowing where to put, what to do
it is because of your words
words that shattered glasses
into million of tiny fragments
what am I to you
just a lifeless doll
dancing in front of your emotionless eyes
without showing any sign of interest
I was hoping that you saw me thorough
and yet that eyes look a away
breaking more glasses as it walk its own path
leaving me stranded alone lifeless
so it was the end...

...

Shuun

Black Circle

...and the representation of a genuine human
from the way he or she act as a living being
your face is in pain...are you hurt somewhere?
yes I'm hurt but not physically
is there anyway that I can reduce the pain?
here, please understand my heart
please decode the heartbeat rhythm into words
please tell me the only thing I want to hear
I don't understand what you're saying
I know you don't dear kind stranger
no one ever knows...

...

Shuun

Believe

As long as you love
You will still have hope
In whatever situation that may occur
Believe in the strength of your heart
The sincerity and honesty of one can hold
May one day it will reach that person
A person that will kindly response
And answer back the silent whisper
Accepting it with the sweetest smile

...

Shuun

Stranger

waiting somewhere patiently
among the crowd of thousand to million of people
for one special purpose
meeting his special person
that hold another half of his heart

...

Shuun

Tired

J: Aren't you tired Shuun...of everything that had happen?
S: Yeah, really tired. But what can I do...like I have a choice.
J: You still have me tho if need anything. I can lend you my ear...or at least my shoulder if it not too much.
S: That is why I love you J. Thanks for the comfort.
J: Love you too.

...

Shuun

Orange sky

A child eyes watch the sunset...
Not knowing how the phenomena happen
but he can understand and appreciate
it is beautiful
it is majestic
it is magical
but he also know one thing
it is sad...
Can the sun rise and set as beautiful as today
tomorrow...?

...

Shuun

Lonely...

...and it just came out
the urge of letting it go from inside the mouth
to sing a song alone, silently...
realizing how lonely it is this life

...

Shuun

Love of Siam

I'd been hesitated to watch and do review of this film for quite a while now. There's few reason behind it, but I won't write in detail. Ok first thing first, I stumble upon this film while browse through Thailand film festival site early this year(it may sound very wierd...but yes, its a habit for me to do so just to find quality film). After doing some additional research on the film back ground, I decide to give it a try.

So I downloaded the film(I doubt Malaysia gonna allow it to be screen here...), and I brace myself knowing that this film gonna hit me really hard. And it does. Its embarassing but yeah...I cry. A LOT. Its not because the film was sad, ok...its kinda sad and it had some melancholy moment, but because of what the character experience, what he longing for, what he feel toward the other person, the loneliness of being alone and not being love, putting some hope that the person he love can return back the love to him. Its also show the value of irreplacable childhood friend. I've experience it and had suffer for the passed years...thats why I cry. I'm not trying to be sissy boy here(use to be called during school), but I've thing for "childhood friend" and its "relationship".

About the acting, in my opinion Pitch potrayed Mew extremely well. I put my concentration more on his facial expression just to see how well he expressed it. Well he done very good job there. When he was happy, his face really is happy and honest, when sad...you can feel the pain, and when he cry...its heart breaking. As for Mario, he done his part equally great. Kanya potray as Ying is my favorite leading supporting actress. But overall, it was Pitch that touched me most...and he can sing and play piano brilliantly. Ohh..I must agree to what people had said that Mario and Pitch had a every good chemistry in this film.

I give this film overall rating 4.8/5

p.s: ok...I feels like crying whenever recall back certain scene in the film...*sob*

...

Shuun

The Sixth Station

The Sixth Station - Spirited Away
Composer: Joe Hisaishi



...and the song really capture that feeling the moment the journey start. Those who had experience far distance journey by bus or train can understand how it feel. Gazing out of the window, watching the orange sky, mountain, road passed by...there really something that cannot be describe by word. Melancholy yet its not sad, lonely but we not really that alone. Its a surreal feeling, like you been transcend to another world where watching things passed by is part of your life and experience...and it become nostalgic.

p.s: Try listen this song while traveling in train...before you know it, that "feel" will instantly come.

...

Shuun

Premonition of love

Inoue Yosui - Koi no Yokan


Anzen Chitai - Koi no Yokan


Well the song kinda summarize my current feeling...

p.s: love both version...

Shuun

Disguise and Disgust

I'm just a devil disguise as an angel
Pretending...
Soon it gonna bleed deeper and I will lost my way
Without knowing the real purpose of own actions
Selfish...egoistic
Smile will never again conceal the fact
That I'm a bad person
Faking...
Had become my natural way of living
Such a disgusting way of walking in this world
Knowing that the white feathered wing
Cannot send me fly to heaven...
Not that it ever flaps...not even once
But...
Deep inside, I still wish for it to happen...
But, devil don't deserve such miracle
or blessed with golden bell
,,,

Shuun

Currently...

No...nothing. Don't have anything to do right now except thinking of creative idea for my photography assignment. For the time being, I just sitting here in front of my PC, browsing the net for anything that can make my brain cells kick their way around the membrane. Next week is midterm trimester break, and I'd plan to do some shooting around JB and Kota Tinggi...and of course alone since I need to follow my own sweet time.
I've been maintaining my body weight for month now, so its around 75kg more or less. Do some exercise regularly, became my routine nowadays since my body lack of stamina and endurance, now is the better time to increase it. And also I become addicted to HL milk. Hahaha...talk about starting drinking milk after hating it for so long. Think positive...good for your bones.

Sorry no interesting news for now...my life is boring.

Enjoy this MTV. From Russion extremely talented composer - Igor Krutoi



Shuun

Replacement

Who gonna be that someone?
Or rather not to be so picky bout it
Orange sky won't last for long
Blue will always coming
Shall wait till one night the breeze is cold
Nihilistic night won't be so bad
Believing that this heart would pounding again
When warmth from a person hug
Melt the icy old barrier in between

Shuun

Lay my eye

...for the last time
or if it not the last...
...I just want to remember it forever
since everything won't last for long...
dream bout you every night...
...knowing I will eventually forget
when the time flow through me with no mercy...
...to stay
always stay...
...for me to love
and for you to return my feeling...
...even in our surreal dream...

Shuun

Maybe

I'm not the type of person that can love someone easily
Nor finding a person that suit my preference...my heart
now this heart had been broken for the second time...
or I'm too selfish with my own self...
really sad...

Shuun

hoo lee dey

...and so it was just a very fine peaceful semester break without any annusual thing to enjoy
it was a holiday I've been dreaming for during my hectic trimester...
I've told both my parent not to push me around during this period of time
coz I really wanna enjoy every bit of freedom after all the hard work that I'd put for final year project...
tho still I admit...feel kinda missed the studio and everyone in class

"u'll never miss the water until it's gone" - YunYi

My life won't be so lively after this...I guess

Shuun

an end...

Exhibition officially close today and its been a long journey to all of us but we gain something that irreplaceable and extremely valuable, a strong bond of togetherness and friendship that cannot be shattered for eternity.

I love you guys dearly from the bottom of my heart.

Shuun

Its time...

Hari yang penting telah tiba
Getaran dan degupan semakin tak terkawal
Rasa nak pitam...nak muntah
Benda penting yang perlu dibuat sudah dibereskan
Ada sedikit lagi kerja yang perlu di buat...
tapi tak tau sempat atau tidak
Ya Allah...kuatkanlah semangatku dan permudahkanlah segala perjalanan dan cabaran yg akan kutempuhi kelak. Amin

To all my bloggers friends...
wish me luck for my Final Year Project presentation and exhibition.

Shuun