Lonely...

...and it just came out
the urge of letting it go from inside the mouth
to sing a song alone, silently...
realizing how lonely it is this life

...

Shuun

The Sixth Station

The Sixth Station - Spirited Away
Composer: Joe Hisaishi



...and the song really capture that feeling the moment the journey start. Those who had experience far distance journey by bus or train can understand how it feel. Gazing out of the window, watching the orange sky, mountain, road passed by...there really something that cannot be describe by word. Melancholy yet its not sad, lonely but we not really that alone. Its a surreal feeling, like you been transcend to another world where watching things passed by is part of your life and experience...and it become nostalgic.

p.s: Try listen this song while traveling in train...before you know it, that "feel" will instantly come.

...

Shuun

Night of 23

It was kinda peaceful and calm night
For the first time it does not bother much
or rather I never expect much from the beginning
so age really do some significant miracle to your brain
or is it another way round
I wonder
...

Shuun

Currently...

No...nothing. Don't have anything to do right now except thinking of creative idea for my photography assignment. For the time being, I just sitting here in front of my PC, browsing the net for anything that can make my brain cells kick their way around the membrane. Next week is midterm trimester break, and I'd plan to do some shooting around JB and Kota Tinggi...and of course alone since I need to follow my own sweet time.
I've been maintaining my body weight for month now, so its around 75kg more or less. Do some exercise regularly, became my routine nowadays since my body lack of stamina and endurance, now is the better time to increase it. And also I become addicted to HL milk. Hahaha...talk about starting drinking milk after hating it for so long. Think positive...good for your bones.

Sorry no interesting news for now...my life is boring.

Enjoy this MTV. From Russion extremely talented composer - Igor Krutoi



Shuun

Old Memories

The Girl From Tomorrow



Did anyone remember this show? I sure do and the intro music among the best during that time. More then 10 years of searching for this tv series finally found it. I forgot...or rather I really never remember the title to begin with, so its purely luck that I manage to find it in Retrojunk...*after hours of browsing of course*
Alana is beautiful and this TV series are awesome.
Those glorious days fill with awesome tv series...90s tv shows still rocks!!!

Shuun

hoo lee dey

...and so it was just a very fine peaceful semester break without any annusual thing to enjoy
it was a holiday I've been dreaming for during my hectic trimester...
I've told both my parent not to push me around during this period of time
coz I really wanna enjoy every bit of freedom after all the hard work that I'd put for final year project...
tho still I admit...feel kinda missed the studio and everyone in class

"u'll never miss the water until it's gone" - YunYi

My life won't be so lively after this...I guess

Shuun

When your stomach upset

You become extremely upset too...
I am
Seriuosly

Shuun

Dulu and Sekarang

Balik JB aritue dok bongkar sumer album lamer pastue dok gelak sengsorang...jadah tul. Hahaha. Man...some picture really freaks me out. Macam tak nak caya tue aku...tapi still kener caya gak. My god, I am so extremely dark. Dah macam org berjemur setahun...berkilat lak tue. Rambut pon tak boleh blah lak...setepek kat kepala cam kener lumur gam. My other sibling pon muker jenis kronik time dlm gambo nie. Nak wat senyum tp tambah lg kronik. Nie gambo tahun bile mmg tak baper ingat...tp from that popeye(OMGWTF...) shirt I wear...around 1998 maybe. Time UPSR gitu gaknyer. My big bro pon tgh gemuk sesangat time nie...serius. Yg lain cam cicak kobeng. I'm like 45kg...kulit ngan tulang doh. Time nie bleyh la pinggang 24-28 gitu.Hmpphh...skang trus 33. RIndu giler kat courters bungalow lamer nie. This haunted house byk sgt kenangan indah, tak berapa indah, separa indah, kelam kelam gitu indah, tak indah, horror indah, nightmare indah, and total nightmare. Sofa tue pon dah bagi kampung. Berparty jap orang jawa kat kampung nun saner.

See what happen now. Biler technology plastic surgery di introduce, makanyer kami telah menggunakan sebaik baiknya. So extreme makeover are actually true.

p.s: Entry nie just sesuker jer. Kepala tgh tak baper center. Tader niat nak kutuk adik beradik sebb kalau jumper mmg dok kutuk 24 jam. >8D

Illegal

So, I just realize I've been driving illegally for the past 2 month without even knowing my driving license already expired(1/1/2009). Consider my self lucky passing JPJ/Traffic police without any problem all this while. And it feels good. >:D

Shuun

Happy Birthday Mom

Happy 48th Birthday Ibu.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dah dimurahkan rezeki
Diberikan kesihatan dan kehidupan yang sempurna
Diberkati setiap kerja dan ibadahmu.
Terima kasih atas segala sokongan dan dorongan moral yang tak terbalas oleh wang ringgit.

You're the best mom and always be that I've ever had.

Anak mak katakan...sama-sama rabun.

An old picture I took from family album. Thats my big bro, and my mom is 24 years old during this pic was taken if not mistaken.

Shuun

The feeling

I love the feeling waiting for public bus
I love the feeling taking ERL
I love the feeling wandering around KL Central
I love the feeling taking train to Plaza Rakyat
I love the feeling walking the pathway to Puduraya station
I love the feeling being surrounded by people waiting for their departing busses
I love the feeling sitting inside the express bus
I love the feeling of watching the evening sun during rainy day
I love the feeling watching night curtain falls down from its hanging
I love the feeling leaving the city toward the highway
I love the feeling watching the unmove dark sky from the bus window
I love the feeling of darkness of the highway
I love the feeling watching the forest silhouette along the highway
I love the feeling watching my empty hometown in the middle of the night
I love the feeling searching for night taxi at the terminal
I love the feeling knowing I will arrive home in few minute
I love the feeling having good late night supper with my parent and sibling
I love the feeling having good hot shower in my own bathroom
I love the feeling of laying on my own bed
I love the feeling hearing the sound from near urban forest
I love the feeling of having a goodnight sleep
I love all the feeling

Shuun

Avid...

So I had becoming those hyperventilating and delusional Twilight fans like seriously. Or should I say I’m hooked with Stephenie Meyer stuff lately. So I spend my “food to survive in hostel” cash to buy 3 of her novel and cost me around RM130. I get my self Twilight, New Moon and The Host. Finished Twilight and New Moon, currently indulging my self with The Host and spending like 3 - 4 hours of good reading in this horny room of my every day pass midnight. My usual reading time is around 1a.m till 5a.m coz night time and soundless atmosphere (ignore other background sound….air-cond, cicak, unexplainable) heighten my mood just one notch from above standard. And since it is midnight…no one knows for what I am going to do to my self or act while reading books/novel. Only God knows. It’s Nobody business anyway.

So what really great bout Meyers stuff? I like the way she wrote, like in Twilight series, she wrote as if she put her self in Bella situation. No formal speaking…just a real way of communication being put in words. Simple language, sarcasm intentionally or unintentionally, cursing…etc. Most important, very sincere. These novels were targeted for female audiences, so you can expect those wild fantasies of a teenage girl that just knew about first love. Even for me, I had some trouble gone through certain pages that had some long elucidation of Bella fantasies. You know what I mean if you read the book. If you are the kind of people enjoy voyeurism, you going to be very delight by this book. I am…only in certain time or when my libido is going wild.

My favorite character; I should say Bella, Alice and Jacob. I’m in Jacob team…give me my G-String!! Bella and Alice had a number of criteria a girl of my dream. Jacob…well his tall(6'5'' he mention), brown and hunky for 16 years old teenager…that should explained it(do I sound like a desperate pedo here..?). Bella is so normal, always got in trouble…or should I say “trouble” really attracted to her and causing much more grief to anyone around and herself, love sarcasm and use it like every time she opened her eyes and had balance problem(reason she hates dancing and causing more harm to others while do P.E). Alice is more pixie and petite kind of girl with extraordinary sense of fashion…bizarre in certain cases (pity you Bella). XD Her vibe is the thing I like her the most. Those graceful moves, the way she talk, the word she spoken.

Going to continue The Host and search around JB whether I can find Eclipse and Breaking Dawn…soon, or else I will get really agitated.

I didn't own the image. Credit to it respected owner.

Shuun

Double meaning...

Today my mom cooked Asam Pedas Ikan Cermin and ikan parang goreng. So I usually won't comment much bout the food coz I eat everything that being cook by mom. Tak memilih la kirenyer. So we had our dinner after father came back from surau for Isyak prayer. Wat Milo Fuse Mocha panas yg sedap...pergh!!! Memang terangkat...koyak kain pelikat aku. So tgh sedap nikmati the food...borak cam biasa.

Ayah: Keter Waja dah nak bagi abg~!!
An: Alaaa......!!! :(
Ayah: Ayah nak beli Satria~!! :D
Yan: Yang Uncle Loqman nak jual tue ker?
Ayah: Ehh...maner tau~!? *ala ala terkejut*
Yan: Ehh...ayah yg bitau!!!
Ayah: Ohh....yer ker~!?? :D
Yan: Keter kaler aper?
Ayah: Tak tau lak~!! Hm..
Ibu: An bawak Perdana V6 ibu...~!!
An: Tak nak...tak sker keter beso panjang~!!
Ayah: Kan best bawak V6?
An: Takleyh nak lasak lasak sgt...keter mahal~!!
Ibu: *jeling pastue senyum*
An: Alaaa...an bukan nak guner sgt pon keter...klu kejer KL public byk~!!
Ayah: Ehh...kejer JB jer senang~!!
An: Tgk offer camner...hehehe~!!!
Ayah: Satria bg kat ibu..senang nak gie memaner~!!
An: Abis la ya dpt satria...vroomm vroom~!!
Yan: Hehehe....vroom vroom!!!
Ayah: Tatau keter tue gie maner klu bagi Ya~!!
An: Bib dah wat keje sekolah?
Bib: Blom lg. Alaa...awal lg~!! *Jam dah kul10 mlm*
Ayah: Byk tak?
Bib: Skit jer~!!
Ibu: Skit-skit bib tue sampai tgh mlm~!! Ngantuk ibu tunggu~!! *expression org tgh tension*
Ayah: Skit bib tue sederhana ker byk? *sambil kunyah makanan*
Bib: Errm...sederhana.. :D *muker innocent*
An, Ibu, Yan: TAKLEYH PERCAYA~~!!!
Ibu: Pasnie naik siapkan dulu~!!
Bib: *mulut komat kamit*
Ibu: Saper ckp Asam Pedas kurang masin td? Bib ek?
Bib:...ehhh?? Tader la...~!! @_@
Yan: Bukan Ya ek...ya tak ckp!! An yg ckp!!
An: A'ah...mmg kurang masin skit~!! *mengunyah*
Ibu: An kuat masin...tak elok!!! Eiii...!!! Dah cukup masin dah kuah nie!!
An: Hehehe...dah lamer tak makan makanan kat umah kot~!! :D
Ibu: Ehh...ratah la ikan parang goreng tue~!!
An: Tgh ratah nie pon~!! *kunyah*
Yan: *kunyah*
Ayah: Bib...nak telur ikan nie tak?
Bib: Ermm..taknak...~!!
Ayah: Sedap nie...byk anak ikan dlm telur nie~!! :D
An: Leceh tul nak mkn ikan cermin nie...halus sgt tulang~!! *mengomel*
Ibu: Alaaa...dah tentu anak ikan cermin. Ibu cumer dpt beli yg kecik2 jer. Yg beso dah abis kat pasar~!!
An: Ohhh~!!! *mengunyah*
Yan: Anak cermin~!! *mengunyah isi ikan*
An: Untuk?? *pandang Yan*
Yan: Haaa?? Anak cermin~!!
An: Yer la...utk aper? *terkejut*
Yan: O__________O;;
Ibu: HAHAHAhahaha~!! Anak cermin? Untuk? Hahahaa...!!!
An: Ehhh~!!?? Awat? Bukan ker ya tanyer "An nak cermin?"...? Tue yg jawab untuk aper... *terpegun*
Ayah: *sedaya upaya tahan ketawa...*
Yan: Bukan la..!!!! Ya ckp anak cermin...ikan tue haa!!! *gelak giler*
An: Laaa.....yer ker!!! An dengor bender lain....ngaaa~!!!
Yan: Dah tentu tgh ckp pasal ikan cermin nie~!!! Hahaha...~!!
Bib, Ibu: *still ketawa histeria*
An: Lengkali bitau full sentence...maner la an tau!!
Ayah: Sebut anak ikan cermin...anak cermin mmg org tak paham~!! *nada serius...muker cam tgh struggle tahan ketawa*
Ibu: Anak cermin.....Untuk...hahaha~!! *ketawa lg*
An: Oitt...cukup cukup la tue...an nak telan makan pun susah!!! Susah tul kalau bender double meaning nie~!! pifff....
Ibu: Hahaha...tambah nasik an....ader kuah asam pedas skit lg nie~!!
An: Kenyang dah nie...burger abg zaini lom mkn lg~!! :D
Ibu: Nanti jgn luper buang sampah!!
An: Okeyh~!!

So tue la conversation time dinner td~!! Menikmati waktu relax sementara terluang~!!

Shuun

Room...

I miss my own room back at home. I hope it still tidy like the day I going back to MMU. If not, then some one looks for trouble. Anyway...as you can see there nothing much or interesting to see inside the room except some common item. Yups...no poster, no frames on the wall, no plushies, no teddy bear(to hell with it). Only some of my manga and novel collection inside the book shelf, anime CD/DVD original and un-use boxes and bags(point on top of the cupboard). Why the lighting is orange, coz thats how I like my room to be. Ohh...by the way, I'm a very...extremely fussy went it come to my room tidiness. Seriously I can get heat up when any of family member leave behind their cloth, rubbish, foods, hair band or even books inside my room. No...I won't tolerate any excuses.."Terluper nak amik...", "Alaa...tinggal kejap jer". Its a BIG NO.

No computer table...but it feels great to sit on the floor. Familiar with the pic inside the frames? (to DM student) Hehehee~!!

Two beds but only one used(the right one). Another one is spare for UNINVITED guest. At first this was my room alone. But after my first year in MMU, my father "sumbat" another single bed causing limited spaces and the cupboard and study table being push aside(first pic). The reason, my older bro doesn't have any room to stay. He stay in the guest room all this while until when he go to college. His original room was turn into temporary store room. So guess what, I need to sleep with my bro...he smokes a lot, and I can't handle the smell, plus his not a hygienics's person and super lazy. Garghh. I had a fight with father back then and slam the door as hard as I can(luckily not broken) as sign that I'm really not satisfied with this decision. Hahaha...call me EMO...yups I'm EMO. Because I can't stay with my bro inside the same room, whenever I have semester holiday and he conquering the room, I will and prefer sleeping inside the temporary store room. At least it still have fan, AC and bathroom.

p.s: Thats my favorite sofa. <3>

Hostel room. Currently I'm live alone...and prefer it to be like this until my final year ends. I know its look "pitiful" and empty but I like it this way. Crowded room just makes my head turn around and uncomfortable. I didn't brought any sleeping pillow from home, only small pillow and small blanket that I use also as my pillow or eye cover and that good enough for me. But then, I think I will buy pillow and appropriate bed cover since I got painful back and neck this few days plus itchiness on my body.

In need of towel hanger.

Computer table...maybe yes maybe not.

Un-use double deck.

Good night everyone. Smile and happy always k.


Shuun

Ghost and Accident

My friend told me bout this video not long ago...few month maybe. And luckily I stumble on it today while browsing ghost vids in Youtube. Its not that scary or makes you had a heart attack...at least not for me. I don't know what language is that...sound like Slavic, but I think its Portuguese. About the video, either you believe it or not. Any opinion just kept it to yourself. For me...I already physically encounter first hand few times with such paranormal so I guess such event can be possible. As a Muslim, we believe with the existent of devil, demon and also spirits of the dead. Science is not relevant and appropriate enough to answer such phenomena.

p.s: Please don't argue bout this video being edited, fake, acting, hoax, all those nonsense because I learn and do video recording and editing in university. I have my own interpretation on the video.
p.s.s: This video is a remake base from an actual event.

Shuun

I aged gracefully am I not...?

This entry smell like someone is so proud of himself but actually only just "prasan terlebih" so no need to layan this type of people. But still this "someone" are to good for himself that he want everyone else to know bout it. So he gather up all of his picture and compile it into one big jpeg file and post it here. He want people to know that he already gone through a series of metamorphosis and maybe "facial surgery" making his face never look the same on each picture. See pic below for proof.

p.s: I'm just bored...thats all plus waiting for hostel application reply makes my stomach twistering like flushing the toilet bowl. Please reply A.S.A.P...I don't have anyway to stay this coming semester.

Shuun

Strain my leg...hurt my back...

I'm gonna write a semi-long ranting and personal thought here but I do it tomorrow(today) coz my smexy butt demanded me to rest him on the super soft and comfy bed. Plus my perfectly carve backbone aching like I've been humping for 24/7 and the leg are so not in the mood for me to "bersila" on the floor. Anyway...few piccies during my cousin wedding. Damn its tiring.

Edit* I got lazy so I won't rant anything here. You guys doesn't need to go through all those emo entry...it save 5-10 minute of your precious life.

My Sibling.
Bib is M.I.A

With Mr.Zaza aka Sex Partner.

Welcoming the guest with the most pleasant smile.

Bride and Groom with his Auntie Auntie pot pet...*thats include my mom...hehhee*

Shuun

Its a precious gems collected during the journey...

Kenangan yang tak mungkin dilupakan dan akan sentiasa diingati. Gambar-gambar ni di ambil pada minggu lps few days before I end my internship and yg pic wearing baju melayu tue taken last Friday, ader jamuan berbuka puasa for all KPYPJ and YPJ staff kat JB Katering Taman Merdeka...situated tersangat la dekat ngan my house...but still need to drove all the way there.

So inilah gambar yg sempat diambil sepanjang minggu lepas dan minggu ini. Enjoy.
Diucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua staff CETAK KPYPJ atas layanan yg tip top sepanjang saya bekerja di company itu.

Credit to En. Harris

Credit to En. Harris

Thank you everyone.

Shuun

I'm gonna miss...

Bring back all my thing at the office before going home today. Tomorrow gonna be my last day in this printing and publishing company. CETAK KPYPJ had taught me many thing about the environment and work flow inside a printing company. I opened my heart and widened my eyes to see the full view of how everything been done. I came inside the company with only a pinch of knowledge. Now I gain more then a handful of priceless information, knowledge and experience. I break the barrier that separate me from outside world and push myself to do something that I never done before. I succeeded. This 3 month of journey to gain knowledge had pay off with satisfying result. Now the journey had already reach it final destination. My travel gonna temporary stop and new challenges I need to overcome. All those valuable knowledge gonna be my weapon and experience is my shield.

Thank you everyone.
Thank you so much.
I'm so grateful.
Really grateful.
It feels like we are one big family.
I cherish every second I spend here.
From the bottom of my heart.
Now is the time for me to depart.
Pursue my dream.
Grasping my future.
.....
Thank you
Terima Kasih.

Shuun

What we call CETAK

For those yg nak tau orang2 inside the company I'm having my internship, now this is the time for revelation...beware of all the madness and crazy photo. XD

The Designers
Kak Fadh aka Mama Cool, En Kafi aka The Kaff and myself aka Budak Intern Pervert

Pappp keatas daging yg pejal iteww...

En Rafee aka 2nd Boss aka Abg Long(memandai jer aku...ngahaha!!)

Kak Annor aka Annor aka Kak Long(sekali lagi aku memandai tambah...)

From left: Ajim aka Siti, Aziemeh, Ajinomoto, Ajibungunnah, Hasmisah aka Has, En kafi and Kak Fadh~!!

Mengambaran filem terbaru dari CETAK Production, Ungku Mohsin Rempitss Drift staring Mama Cool as Mama Rempit and special appearance, Motor En Jaafar~!!

Manusia-manusia yg terlampau banyak masa kat dlm tangan...

Sama seperti diatas...haihhh

Ader staff staff yg lain belom dpt candid gambo lagi...tapi soon to be jadik mangsa candid...~!!!
So tue la sedikit sebanyak about the people inside my company. I will upload more pic of the other staff if manage to capture their faces while at work.

Thats all for now...

Selamat bersahur dan berpuasa semua~!!

Shuun