So I had becoming those hyperventilating and delusional Twilight fans like seriously. Or should I say I’m hooked with Stephenie Meyer stuff lately. So I spend my “food to survive in hostel” cash to buy 3 of her novel and cost me around RM130. I get my self Twilight, New Moon and The Host. Finished Twilight and New Moon, currently indulging my self with The Host and spending like 3 - 4 hours of good reading in this horny room of my every day pass midnight. My usual reading time is around 1a.m till 5a.m coz night time and soundless atmosphere (ignore other background sound….air-cond, cicak, unexplainable) heighten my mood just one notch from above standard. And since it is midnight…no one knows for what I am going to do to my self or act while reading books/novel. Only God knows. It’s Nobody business anyway.
So what really great bout Meyers stuff? I like the way she wrote, like in Twilight series, she wrote as if she put her self in Bella situation. No formal speaking…just a real way of communication being put in words. Simple language, sarcasm intentionally or unintentionally, cursing…etc. Most important, very sincere. These novels were targeted for female audiences, so you can expect those wild fantasies of a teenage girl that just knew about first love. Even for me, I had some trouble gone through certain pages that had some long elucidation of Bella fantasies. You know what I mean if you read the book. If you are the kind of people enjoy voyeurism, you going to be very delight by this book. I am…only in certain time or when my libido is going wild.
My favorite character; I should say Bella, Alice and Jacob. I’m in Jacob team…give me my G-String!! Bella and Alice had a number of criteria a girl of my dream. Jacob…well his tall(6'5'' he mention), brown and hunky for 16 years old teenager…that should explained it(do I sound like a desperate pedo here..?). Bella is so normal, always got in trouble…or should I say “trouble” really attracted to her and causing much more grief to anyone around and herself, love sarcasm and use it like every time she opened her eyes and had balance problem(reason she hates dancing and causing more harm to others while do P.E).
Going to continue The Host and search around JB whether I can find Eclipse and Breaking Dawn…soon, or else I will get really agitated.
Shuun
Title: LicelynWatching screen monitor with empty stare and my brain cells processing all those irrelevant data. I'm off from work today coz it public holiday for Johor. Browsing the net to find any good material for my work so that I don't need to suffer the OMGSLOWCONNECTION in the office tomorrow. I'm working with Corporate Video right now and you know what, it's fully done in flash. Though I was given option to use Premier and After Effect but without the necessary material provide, video etc... I can't really complete the video. So I decided my self to try using flash and see the result. I can control all the animation without worrying to screw up everything. Eventho right now its only draft stage...but still I feel like working the final one...and its reaching 2000-3000 frame. So I can expect around 15000 frame for the whole 10 minutes video and my flash gonna scream terrifyingly.
Below is Corporate Profile job that I've done.
Got another 12 weeks left. Time sure moving fast nowadays. For this week... I don't really have any big task. Mr.Kafi just given me new design work today for YPJ Convocation Magazine cover. So thats my task for this week. On the after Mr.Kafi and me goes to Kompleks Belia dan Sukan to watch and cheer our officemates that involve in sport tournament. It hot like hell today. Everyone looks like grill shrimps. Kesian Ajim kener leg cramp...and Kak Fadh yg sedaya upaya defend bola. I didn't join any, you can expect that from me coz I'm not a sportmen...but I do exercise regularly.
Here some picture during the tournament and some piccies of my office.
I had been staring at the computer monitor more then 30 minute without doing anything. Selalu sangat absent-minded skang nie. Why? Sendiri pon tak tau. Got another 2 week before I start my internship in Yayasan Pelajaran Johor. Looking forward to it. A week just passed since the day I move out from hostel. It holiday time...but I don't felt like enjoying it. Now I really miss all the assignment and dateline. Oh...and some of my friend gonna graduate this August. Really feel left out. I still got another year to finish my degree...final year...here I come!!! I already decided my major, gonna do Interactive Art for my final. Since it was an individual project, need to work extra hard this time.
My PC blew up night before I'm going back JB. I've check all the hardware, there nothing broken our burn, but I did saw spark from inside when it blow but dunno where it came from. Gladly both my hard drive are safe. I test it out in home pc. I thought all my portfolio are gone but it still ok...what a relief. I planned to send it repair last Monday, but yeahh...I'm such a lazy bum. Gonna repair it later...when I truly free from any work.
Tonight we gonna have a BBQ coz my uncle will stay for a night. Its gonna rain heavily outside...thunder booming given sign that I need to shutdown this PC. Ok...I admit that I have a phobia with lightning and thunder.
I think thats all...not much to EMO about.
I rush back to JB because of my neighbour kenduri kahwin yg I mesti attend since I'm the pengapit. Already planned 3 month ago so tak boleh tolak. I leave everything behind...assignment, submission and all just to fulfilled my duty here. Tiring? Of course. Muscle ache and kaki melecet teruk. But thank goodness all the food simply delicious and mouth watering. 2 days jadik pengapit since both family just neighbor in the same area (sorang atas bukit and sorang bawah bukit..). Senang betul nak bermenantu ngan berbesan. Rumah dekat dekat.
With Dila...
My first semi nude girl painting. *throw confetti*
I called this one "Emo Yan"
"Emo Yan 2"
This one is "Emo Bib"
"Emo Bib 2"
HOMG!! Sure I do. See how shock I am when people asking me this question. Haha..proof I'm just your average, normal everyday guy. Oh..anyway..I like to watch good looking male and cute little boy. It just a matter of looking and appreciating god creation. *If you believe me..I know many will doubt it...*
I'm changing now. Chubbier, taller, and you know what, my voice change this few days. It sound deep...and manly. Hahaha...no more gayish voice. Face...not much. Shave my mustache yesterday, and it turn out that I'm becoming young again. 
Got 2 assignment to finish right now, and I didn't know whether manage to finish it up before tomorrow. A sleepless night. Ohh...it not raining again tonight. Hoping for the rain to fall down coz it so hot inside this room.
Ahhh haaa.... <3>Hahaha...5 day without update. XD This what happen if I'm in holiday mood. Not much to update for now...no interesting news to share. Still got assignment to submit after midterm break. Need to do CV and resume for company for internship. Ermm...I rarely see my father at home since he is so damn busy lately working in other district(he's a district officer btw...). Pity you father. T_T JB drench by rain water almost everyday...so it cold for most of the time. Someone birthday is coming this April...and every district need to prepare RM5000 - 10 000 for present. Blearghhh....wtf. Membazir la weyhh. Dah tua tua pon nak hadiah mahal mahal. Piff...menyusahkan orang jer. >_< Ok...I stop now before my emo took over me.
Headache...something is not right inside my head. If goncang my head a bit..can feel theres something causing pain in the back area of my head. If baring...it worse. Feel wanna puke. >_> Panadol not jalan anymore. I just afraid that my blood pressure increased this few days. No no...I control my makan. Believe me.
