Finger throbbing...

I had started my part-time job for 4 days now. Do it online coz the company only need scanned version high resolution of the artwork. So the progress, just send the first file this morning. 5 A4 with 10 images each equal to 50 images. The price range also fair enough. Need to do at least 150++(3 times submission per week) images per week to get my monthly payment target. Work my ass off tho. And I so gonna love this work...seriously. XD;;
Sambung keje lg. :D

Shuun

Avid...

So I had becoming those hyperventilating and delusional Twilight fans like seriously. Or should I say I’m hooked with Stephenie Meyer stuff lately. So I spend my “food to survive in hostel” cash to buy 3 of her novel and cost me around RM130. I get my self Twilight, New Moon and The Host. Finished Twilight and New Moon, currently indulging my self with The Host and spending like 3 - 4 hours of good reading in this horny room of my every day pass midnight. My usual reading time is around 1a.m till 5a.m coz night time and soundless atmosphere (ignore other background sound….air-cond, cicak, unexplainable) heighten my mood just one notch from above standard. And since it is midnight…no one knows for what I am going to do to my self or act while reading books/novel. Only God knows. It’s Nobody business anyway.

So what really great bout Meyers stuff? I like the way she wrote, like in Twilight series, she wrote as if she put her self in Bella situation. No formal speaking…just a real way of communication being put in words. Simple language, sarcasm intentionally or unintentionally, cursing…etc. Most important, very sincere. These novels were targeted for female audiences, so you can expect those wild fantasies of a teenage girl that just knew about first love. Even for me, I had some trouble gone through certain pages that had some long elucidation of Bella fantasies. You know what I mean if you read the book. If you are the kind of people enjoy voyeurism, you going to be very delight by this book. I am…only in certain time or when my libido is going wild.

My favorite character; I should say Bella, Alice and Jacob. I’m in Jacob team…give me my G-String!! Bella and Alice had a number of criteria a girl of my dream. Jacob…well his tall(6'5'' he mention), brown and hunky for 16 years old teenager…that should explained it(do I sound like a desperate pedo here..?). Bella is so normal, always got in trouble…or should I say “trouble” really attracted to her and causing much more grief to anyone around and herself, love sarcasm and use it like every time she opened her eyes and had balance problem(reason she hates dancing and causing more harm to others while do P.E). Alice is more pixie and petite kind of girl with extraordinary sense of fashion…bizarre in certain cases (pity you Bella). XD Her vibe is the thing I like her the most. Those graceful moves, the way she talk, the word she spoken.

Going to continue The Host and search around JB whether I can find Eclipse and Breaking Dawn…soon, or else I will get really agitated.

I didn't own the image. Credit to it respected owner.

Shuun

Double meaning...

Today my mom cooked Asam Pedas Ikan Cermin and ikan parang goreng. So I usually won't comment much bout the food coz I eat everything that being cook by mom. Tak memilih la kirenyer. So we had our dinner after father came back from surau for Isyak prayer. Wat Milo Fuse Mocha panas yg sedap...pergh!!! Memang terangkat...koyak kain pelikat aku. So tgh sedap nikmati the food...borak cam biasa.

Ayah: Keter Waja dah nak bagi abg~!!
An: Alaaa......!!! :(
Ayah: Ayah nak beli Satria~!! :D
Yan: Yang Uncle Loqman nak jual tue ker?
Ayah: Ehh...maner tau~!? *ala ala terkejut*
Yan: Ehh...ayah yg bitau!!!
Ayah: Ohh....yer ker~!?? :D
Yan: Keter kaler aper?
Ayah: Tak tau lak~!! Hm..
Ibu: An bawak Perdana V6 ibu...~!!
An: Tak nak...tak sker keter beso panjang~!!
Ayah: Kan best bawak V6?
An: Takleyh nak lasak lasak sgt...keter mahal~!!
Ibu: *jeling pastue senyum*
An: Alaaa...an bukan nak guner sgt pon keter...klu kejer KL public byk~!!
Ayah: Ehh...kejer JB jer senang~!!
An: Tgk offer camner...hehehe~!!!
Ayah: Satria bg kat ibu..senang nak gie memaner~!!
An: Abis la ya dpt satria...vroomm vroom~!!
Yan: Hehehe....vroom vroom!!!
Ayah: Tatau keter tue gie maner klu bagi Ya~!!
An: Bib dah wat keje sekolah?
Bib: Blom lg. Alaa...awal lg~!! *Jam dah kul10 mlm*
Ayah: Byk tak?
Bib: Skit jer~!!
Ibu: Skit-skit bib tue sampai tgh mlm~!! Ngantuk ibu tunggu~!! *expression org tgh tension*
Ayah: Skit bib tue sederhana ker byk? *sambil kunyah makanan*
Bib: Errm...sederhana.. :D *muker innocent*
An, Ibu, Yan: TAKLEYH PERCAYA~~!!!
Ibu: Pasnie naik siapkan dulu~!!
Bib: *mulut komat kamit*
Ibu: Saper ckp Asam Pedas kurang masin td? Bib ek?
Bib:...ehhh?? Tader la...~!! @_@
Yan: Bukan Ya ek...ya tak ckp!! An yg ckp!!
An: A'ah...mmg kurang masin skit~!! *mengunyah*
Ibu: An kuat masin...tak elok!!! Eiii...!!! Dah cukup masin dah kuah nie!!
An: Hehehe...dah lamer tak makan makanan kat umah kot~!! :D
Ibu: Ehh...ratah la ikan parang goreng tue~!!
An: Tgh ratah nie pon~!! *kunyah*
Yan: *kunyah*
Ayah: Bib...nak telur ikan nie tak?
Bib: Ermm..taknak...~!!
Ayah: Sedap nie...byk anak ikan dlm telur nie~!! :D
An: Leceh tul nak mkn ikan cermin nie...halus sgt tulang~!! *mengomel*
Ibu: Alaaa...dah tentu anak ikan cermin. Ibu cumer dpt beli yg kecik2 jer. Yg beso dah abis kat pasar~!!
An: Ohhh~!!! *mengunyah*
Yan: Anak cermin~!! *mengunyah isi ikan*
An: Untuk?? *pandang Yan*
Yan: Haaa?? Anak cermin~!!
An: Yer la...utk aper? *terkejut*
Yan: O__________O;;
Ibu: HAHAHAhahaha~!! Anak cermin? Untuk? Hahahaa...!!!
An: Ehhh~!!?? Awat? Bukan ker ya tanyer "An nak cermin?"...? Tue yg jawab untuk aper... *terpegun*
Ayah: *sedaya upaya tahan ketawa...*
Yan: Bukan la..!!!! Ya ckp anak cermin...ikan tue haa!!! *gelak giler*
An: Laaa.....yer ker!!! An dengor bender lain....ngaaa~!!!
Yan: Dah tentu tgh ckp pasal ikan cermin nie~!!! Hahaha...~!!
Bib, Ibu: *still ketawa histeria*
An: Lengkali bitau full sentence...maner la an tau!!
Ayah: Sebut anak ikan cermin...anak cermin mmg org tak paham~!! *nada serius...muker cam tgh struggle tahan ketawa*
Ibu: Anak cermin.....Untuk...hahaha~!! *ketawa lg*
An: Oitt...cukup cukup la tue...an nak telan makan pun susah!!! Susah tul kalau bender double meaning nie~!! pifff....
Ibu: Hahaha...tambah nasik an....ader kuah asam pedas skit lg nie~!!
An: Kenyang dah nie...burger abg zaini lom mkn lg~!! :D
Ibu: Nanti jgn luper buang sampah!!
An: Okeyh~!!

So tue la conversation time dinner td~!! Menikmati waktu relax sementara terluang~!!

Shuun

Save GAZA

Shuun

What if...

I'm an animal...what kind animal that really can be resemble or close to my personality?

No..I don't know my self...other people perception are more meaningful.

Shuun

Abg Padi

He was there, after so long not seeing him. Plus his the one that take the order and handle the bill payment. I'm so gonna faint on the spot with that eye contact...seriously. So, because of my happy mood I'm gladly tips him tonight. And its the second time...and sure there gonna be third and fourth and so on.

Hahaha...I can't sleep tonight for sure.

Shuun

Name...

Had lunch in Street Mall. Nice day, good day, windy, heaven drops like morning shower, short but good enough to cool down hell on earth. Not lucky day tho. Something happen. Not meant to happen but cause by someone else. But it seems everything settle...even with the rage and flaming boiled head. I upset...everyone is. But then, everything that happen must have a reason. I try to reason with myself...

Talking to Tasha and Ezreen after finish our lunch. Tasha came with an idea of naming her future son and daughter. I thought of it before...like some time ago but never took it seriously like today. So we start discussing all those beautiful, unique, bizzare, tongue twisting, almost "surreal" name that had the probability of being first in this world...like seriously.. So after much squeezing all my creative juices from this retarded brain...I got hand full of name that I think I really like and hoping of using it in the future...and foresee the possibility of being thrown with kitchen appliances if my future wife doesn't agree.

So here the list:-

1)Ezrifan Firman
2)Ezrifan Farqeem
3)Ezresha Fadhah
4)Ezresha Fathiah
5)Esyraff Faqrullah
6)Edhan Ferqaff
7)Ezliana
8)Ellis
9)Elmaira
10)Elisya

If you ask bout the meaning of each name..sorry, I have no idea but later I check if in case some name I made up had negative meaning.

So, have you decide what name to put for your future son and daughter...?

p.s: All the name above COPYRIGHT TO ME. Hehehe..

Shuun

Lackadaisical

Am I?
So frazzle this 2-3 days, and this blocked nose doesn't give any sign of leaving anytime soon. Will endure it as much as my nose can handle and I already makes friends with Panadol Cold and Flu.
Everything makes me fretful and fidgeted.
Seriously...

Shuun

Biler MMU jumper UIA

Haikal called me the day before asking whether I'm free yesterday coz he and his groupmates need to do some study and research on university building and architecture. They choose MMU and OSIM as their studies. So confirm everything and they arrived in MMU around 10.30a.m. Am I excited? Of course. Its been like 3 years since the last time I meet him. He doesn't change much...except for the appearance. From cute innocent boy to a young adult. I felt much more younger like seriously...eventho by month, I'm older. There are many thing I want to chat about but since this is not "borak-borak" trip, so I just do my job as tour guide around MMU covering every area and building that existed and can be seen by naked eyes. Doesn't feel any awkwardness while get together with them since we about the same age and one of them are my neighbor in JB.
So we spend like 2 hours walking, took photo around MMU compound...luckily today the sun doesn't shine with sinisterly radiance smile that will burn your skin like he use to do. I don't understand the perception of architecture student like seriously. The use a lot of critical, reasoning and logical thinking while observing the subject matter. Triple "WHY" I might say. So while they got into some discussion, I only stand aside and watch. For some reason I couldn't stop smiling.

Thanks Tiqa(beside me on the left) for treating everyone include myself those drinks and also Haikal(most right with stripes) for the Nasi Lemak Old Town that you forgot to cancel from the order list. Plus the others for the great companionship...sorry I can't remember you guys name. Maybe next time we can meet and borak-borak again.

p.s: I've known Haikal since kindergarten but befriend in Form 2.

This old entry got picture during our secondary school. See the horrific different.
http://shuun.blogspot.com/2008/02/still-remember.html

Shuun

Lets talk about Jalan-Jalan

Its like we spend 2-3 day straight jalan-jalan without even think bout assignment and all. Not in the mood plus I don't want to stare at the monitor from morning till dawn and extended to dusk. Its not like it gonna kiss me or anything that can heighten my libido or this unbearable lust. So I was like try not to think so much all this burdening excruciating workload. I'd planning on going back home last week, but cancel it twice mainly because there is no internet at home. I don't know what happen, my sis called and told me whether I have kept spare modem or not. Yeah...I have one backup modem in case of the current one got sex-up by lightning strike. The day after my other sis bugged me while I'm still "wet dreaming" and ask me to pay the internet bill. I was like..."ok...but let me finish the dream first...its reaching the climax". After done my business in Lalaland, I reach the mouse and open Maybank2u. Sms-ed my sis for the tm and tmnet account number. My sis called me back asking which one is which... I told her...give me both and how much should I pay. From the background sound, I can tell that even my father is confuse...hear his voice talking with both my sis. So I settled the problem by paying RM200 for line and tenet. Solve one unimportant problem.

Last Friday I, Mek Yah(Tasha) and Ezreen go to Alamanda for Karaoke-ing, Cinema-ing and Makan-ing. So we spending like 1/4 day in Alamanda maksiat-ting till crack our voice, head and stomach. At least everyone satisfied and just let go everything from their head. We go to Alamanda around 4.00p.m.

What I called "Berendut di Zebra Crossing with Tasha Sambil Cam Whoring"

Tengah fehling tue...do not disturb

Tekan suara lg...lets hit that high notes!!

Org lain nyanyi aku cam whore la...

Ezreen letih...Tasha sambung lg..

Tasha still penuh ngan tenaga yg tak diketahui...

Gie makan kat satu restoran kat celah2 ceruk SK..luper namer dier.

Ubat urut utk pompuan gatei...tgh promotion!!

Ubat urut untuk lelaki miang...tgh promotion gak!!

SORU TIME!!!

Actually pas karaoke kitorang gie tgk The Day The Earth Stood Still. Citer dier tader la best maner...but because Keanu Reeves was the main actor, at least I can cuci mata. Even at the age of 44, he still hot tho. Makin tua makin ensem lak abg sorang nie( dier lom kahwin so panggil abg la...hehehe) Jennifer Connelly pon such a beautiful actress.

Quote of the day "Aku ***** ***** kau kang" Nie yg terkuar dari mulut aku biler wat silly arguing ngan Tasha kat restoran tue. Aper yg bintang2 tue...hanya aku, Ezreen ngan Tasha jer tau. Ihikk...

Shuun

The music within you

DO... I have decided to do something different
RE... With only a pinch of knowledge, I look forward to learn something new
MI... Just like a child, learn how to walk
FA... And began to run
SO... Stop for a while to take breathe, absorbing the nutrient
LA... I understand, I have achieve it
TI... Grab everything and embrace the warm
DO... With a newly voice of confident

Shuun

Unwake

Open my eyes...
and swallowing this polluted reality...
this "unconcernity" shrouded every available spaces...
and causing me to puke all my guts
realizing nothing is understandable...
anymore.

Shuun

Harel Skaat- Ahvnu

Where can you fine a good looking male artist with impressive voice, great personality, talented, very tidy and clean person. Harel Skaat is what I categorize all in one. Whatever you throw at him will sound good, despite what genre it was.

Ahvnu shows his ability to sing in Arabic tune eventho the song is in hebrew. Listen how he end the song.

Shuun

Activities in a week...

Port Dickson
Date: 11/12/2008

Sunburn...ouchh!!!

MGA - Malam Gemerlapan Aidiladha 2008

Venue: MMU Cyberjaya Grandhall
Date: 10/12/2008

Shuun

10.10a.m

Time is ticking...and it will never stop.
Officially panic.

Shuun

Please be with me

Once...I said to myself, life is not always beautiful.
Why? The unconscious me ask.
Count all the colours you can identify around you.
For what? Again he ask.
Life are full of colours...but not all colour are beautiful.
So? He start to become agitated.
All the colour accompliment each other whether its beautiful or not.
Your point? Trying hard to understand the phrases.
Life is not perfect without any hardship or circumstances. In this life, everything are well balance...including you and I. You are my counter part...my alter ego.
Without you, I am nothing.

Shuun

Sometime Dreams Come True

Lif'amim, Chalomot Mitgashmim


Catchy song, handsome and beautiful singer plus great voice.
Harel Moyal, Harel Skaat and Adi Cohen. Three of them are contestant from Israel singing competition(like American Idol). The first singer, Harel Moyal is the winner for second season, follows by 2nd Harel Skaat and 3rd place Adi Cohen.

Shuun

Turn and Twist

Explain clearly...no bullshit.
This final chance wasted...the anger will be lit
Prepare for the reason you going to be hit
Everything fall...we tore it bit by bit

....

Shuun

The Laramie Project

R.I.P
Matthew Shepard (Dec 1, 1976-Oct 12, 1998)
Photo: Gina Van Hoof, San Francisco 1998

Basically, this movie talk about the aftermath of the case of Matthew Shepard that die after being assault, tied to the fence outside Laramie outskirt, beaten brutally and left out in the freezing night. He was found 18 hours later by a local that thought Shepard was a scarecrow. He still breathing but in a very deep coma. Thats how his condition until he died 5 days later. The police officer that rush to the spot where Shepard was tied said she couldn't recognize him because his face was bathe with blood and the only place that seem doesn't have much blood is where his tears flow.

Theres two reason for the crime, one is robbery and another one is "Hate Crime". Its seem the later give more impact then another because Shepard was a gay. He died because being a gay person and because his an easy target. (Shepard only 5'2''...and have small build)

The film focus more on the feedback of the local people in Laramie. What they thought about the case, the 2 suspect, the affect to the small town, hate crime, the hidden truth and the late Matthew Shepard himself based on 200 interview from the local. The casting was so real that you cannot believe that this actually a film recreate based from the real story.

The story flows intelligently from one part to another. From one conversation to another. Theres something to be told in each of every second. From start till the story end.

Personal thought:
I know what I'm gonna say here will cause some issues and sensitivity. But this opinion is not solely based from what I read or watch, but more toward my own personal understanding of the issue. Most of people says to be gay/fag is wrong. Its a sin. Yes...thats correct but its only applies when involve with sex activity. Same goes for normal people, to love the opposite sex is not a sin. You only committed sin when having sex before marriage...and thats what happen to today youth. For me theres nothing wrong to LOVE someone from the same gender as long as you know the limitation. Its not a sin to love somebody, whether a male or female.

For me, as a Muslim, I put my religion above all. I've been struggling with inner conflict as long as I can remember but the only thing that kept me from commit the sin and can make my mind at ease are prayers. I ask forgiveness from God if I had committed any sin, accidentally or not. I always smile doesn't mean I'm happy. I rejected serious relationship from other people* not because I'm dry hearted, but simply because I don't want to hurts someone feeling and I don't want to be hurt back.

Shuun