hoo lee dey

...and so it was just a very fine peaceful semester break without any annusual thing to enjoy
it was a holiday I've been dreaming for during my hectic trimester...
I've told both my parent not to push me around during this period of time
coz I really wanna enjoy every bit of freedom after all the hard work that I'd put for final year project...
tho still I admit...feel kinda missed the studio and everyone in class

"u'll never miss the water until it's gone" - YunYi

My life won't be so lively after this...I guess

Shuun

an end...

Exhibition officially close today and its been a long journey to all of us but we gain something that irreplaceable and extremely valuable, a strong bond of togetherness and friendship that cannot be shattered for eternity.

I love you guys dearly from the bottom of my heart.

Shuun

Its time...

Hari yang penting telah tiba
Getaran dan degupan semakin tak terkawal
Rasa nak pitam...nak muntah
Benda penting yang perlu dibuat sudah dibereskan
Ada sedikit lagi kerja yang perlu di buat...
tapi tak tau sempat atau tidak
Ya Allah...kuatkanlah semangatku dan permudahkanlah segala perjalanan dan cabaran yg akan kutempuhi kelak. Amin

To all my bloggers friends...
wish me luck for my Final Year Project presentation and exhibition.

Shuun

Its the moment...

I felt like wanna puke right after opening my eyes in the morning while ago
My stomach does not feels right nor painful at the moment
Tried to have good night sleep last night but its a waste of effort
This thing just keep on bombarding my head
I know I can go through just like before
I know I'm not alone with this kind of situation
Struggle is everywhere
Everyone is

24 hours ++ more to go...
Ya Allah, please give me the strength and courage to go through all this obstacles.
Amin.

Shuun

Plan for tomorrow *DONE*

1) Wake up early morning and go to Alamanda. *less crowd...the better* - Done
2) Need to search for some antique/traditional carpet and another Kain batik Jawa for cover. - Done
3) Some traditonal tudung saji or tampi beras *the heck I dunno in English* - Not Yet
4) Eat proper food - Done...best lunch ever!!
5) Rush back to studio...continue setup (at least 80% before final setup on Friday) - Done
6) After Zohor going out to KL - Done
7) Find track ball, tikar mengkuang, etc- Done
8) Dunno what gonna happen next...at the verge of depress implosion...grrrr... - Fuck

Shuun

Where goes?

That was during internship.
And yesterday I check my weight in Alamanda, its 71kg
Where goes almost 10 kg of my body weight?
With all those thing I ate, not to mention A LOT...my weight seem gradually decreased.
Hmm...

Shuun

A thought of you

Kinda miss you J.
<3

Shuun

The carriage last ride

Upon the reflection I've made to myself
Walking alone through the empty night
I told my conscious self
"I should stop playing that game"
Or in other word
There's no reason for it to go on
I know my feeling now

The horses will no longer need to run
The carriage had fulfill it purpose
I will put down my status as the lord
And the two maiden will be free

Thanks to both of you for tagging along playing these game for almost 2 years. :D
You know who you are~!!

Shuun

Heart

It taste so sweet
I wonder why...

Shuun

Cool breeze

And so the cool breeze dancing across cyanic lake
Under perfect silver crescent moon
So the waltz begin

Shuun

Purple moon and piano key

My current wallpaper and also the song I played in my winamp playlist. I know I've empty desktop...boring, plus I hate placing to many shortcut that gonna crowded the background. And yes, I'm in a mood for slow instrumental music. Piano is the best.

Need to thanks the artist that created this wallpaper but I dunno who. This composition are among my fave by far. Very mysterious, dreamy, haunting and yet extremely breathtaking and enchanting scenery.



Fragile OST are among the best OST for current release game. I just love minimalist music tho some of it song involve few more instrument but majority just piano solo. It suit perfectly with my wallpaper. <3

Shuun

Letih

I'm suppose to be sleeping right now at this particular time and mentally and physically condition. But end up browsing the net and blog hoping. Rushing for DM yesterday really sucked my life energy almost drained but luckily some miracle did happen. Alhamdulillah.
I just wanna sleep and rest...
No distraction or disturbance

Shuun

Ampun bang

Saper pakai minyak BioTrim dia raser panas. :D

Shuun

On the bed...

I've been spending a lot of my time rolling, sitting, laying on my bed this 1-2 days. I take steady precaution if in case I had mental breakdown...my Panadol Cold and Flu always by my side in case needed to knock my self out. Getting tired of all this work, and even sitting in front of the comp just won't makes me anymore happier rather than adding up the pressure with some sort of depressing gamma ray from the screen. Stay alone in side this room may have its negative effect..and its already starting infecting my nerve. Maybe some dramatic thing happen will boost up my mood...or at least the reason for me not stay passive all the time. I'd Imagine an assassin suddenly knock down my door and pointing his gun at point blank end up shooting my shoulder and causing severe injuries. Or maybe a cute boy suddenly appear in front of my room asking for a night to stay...that will keep me accompany for a while. Nahh...I'm bluffing or imagining thing way to much.

Shuun

Extremely cute

Right...? :D

http://luff.tumblr.com/

Shuun

Hutang TAG...

1. Do you think you're hot?

Ntah. But I like my butt and thigh.

2. Upload your favorite picture of you.


3. Why do you like that picture?
Sebab muker paling pailang...ngan rambut takleyh blah... *...trouble follow..into my door step...i dun want to know hooo....*

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Last year...ngan member kat internship company.

5. The last song you listened to?
Helena Segara - Elle, Tu L'Aimes (Most of my song collection are European song...even the genre itself is something people my age won't listen...hahaha)

6. What are you doing now besides this?
Watching the comp screen...listen to mp3...what else?? Watching porn..??

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
Tak tau lak. Namer "Shuun" skang dah melekat cam namer sendirik...XD. I like Ivan...namer mat saleh giteww..

People I tag:
1. Diena
2. Nab
3. Kak Jue
4. Reen
5. YunYi

8. Who is number 1?
Orang paling jahat penah aku jumper time Alpha but end up jadik close fren skang utk bertumbuk bertampar skang...hahaha!!!

9. Number 3 is having relationship with?
Saper lagi...cik abg dier la. Ihikk...~!!

10. Say something about number 5
Youngest, smartest, creative, happy go lucky, generous, honest, straightforward...etc *wink* XD

11. How about number 4?
Partner in crime when it come to *beep*

12. Who is number 2?
Cousin not related by blood but marriage... :D

Shuun

I stand

I stand
No longer crawling
I look above
No longer look below
I start to walk
With my shadow as loyal companion
I humming my favorite lullaby
Spirit of bird chirping and fly sky high
From behind the mighty smoky white cloud
The ray of sun shine with vibrant golden color
Spread it pure light and warm across the field
Upon my face, body and soul
My shadow vanished and become an entity under my feet
I realize
My confident slowly materialized from the depth of my heart
Slowly and surely
Reveals it true form
A form that I recognize in an instant
A form
Of my own self
He smile, I smile
The form came closer
Kissing my forehead and whisper
"Never give up...you a strong person"
I listen
"I will support and be with you forever, to guide"
I close my self...concentrate
"Because I love you, myself...more then anything else"
I gasp
I look up and watch the form face, my face...
He gave me the most encouraging smile
Slowly merging it self with my body
Finally...
My form, myself...other self
had return to me
My Confident

Shuun

Scared

I'm scared
I don't know where my confident go
It feels bad doing something that I don't really know whether I can complete it or not
Try to escape
But theres no route for me to choose
Try to forget
But at the back of my mind thing going worse
Try to work it out
But I don't know what am I suppose to do
Try and try and try...
And I keep falling and raise myself again, falling again...
I choose to crawl
Without looking above anymore

Shuun

Tons

of works...
I'm still breathing ok...
not nearly dead yet...
for a while
i guess...
so
.
.
.

Shuun

Sweet

I love Casper back during my childhood time and even more love it after saw the film. Among my favourite top list film of all time. Chritina Ricci was so damn cute, and for a "normal" boy during that time, I really had big crush on her(and still). Devon Sawa use to be very charming(I admit it now, but I never saw that hotness before...I was 9 years old "normal" boy anyway that time) back then, and I just realize that he had this "prince-like and gentle" feature that makes all girl go head over heel for him, Mr.Heartthrob.

This got to be my favourite scene from the film. So sweet. Hehehe.

Shuun