Sunday, April 20, 2014

Distant Ray

...and at the end of the day
the only thing that I ever wish for
just your happiness and life fulfillment
your dream and ambition
it may seem like my motivation
had been torn apart by my own decision
but looking at your smile
I saw a small glimmer of distant light
far over the horizon of my heart
painfully beautiful and calming
as I know it is not the end
of our relationship
it just transforming into something
that worth keeping for eternity
and you know it

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Quit Trying

...and I've tried my best to fight those feeling
those longing, desire, tempting, even lust
it's an endless inner conflict and struggle
war that I know I can't win in the long run
how badly I wanted my feeling to reach you
yet this unrequited love are no more then self greed
self possession over something or someone
but heart is not something you can easily acquire
I've known that much
and it hurts way too much for oneself to bare
even at the verge of crumbling
please, enlighten me
gave me a sign, any sign, black or white
put my heart at ease

Sunday, March 2, 2014


...and this heart is still swelling and throbbing
old scar is still bleeding
a smile and a laugh are what accompany me now 
but you the only one that motivate me 
to feel that love still exist after so much failure 
even the seriousness of your expression 
its still the most beautiful thing to see everyday 
hope it will forever stay 
at least inside this swelling heart 
for it the only way to heal

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Shaken Soul

...and we both know the truth
our heart shaken and longing
for something call love
in the purest and honest form
the closeness makes us intimate
the distance makes us glimpse
for each other presence
we talk, we walk, we whisper
heart to heart
silence and sound of foot step
soft blow of midnight wind
proof that this feeling is true
for us