Friday, May 29, 2009

an end...

Exhibition officially close today and its been a long journey to all of us but we gain something that irreplaceable and extremely valuable, a strong bond of togetherness and friendship that cannot be shattered for eternity.

I love you guys dearly from the bottom of my heart.


Monday, May 25, 2009

Its time...

Hari yang penting telah tiba
Getaran dan degupan semakin tak terkawal
Rasa nak pitam...nak muntah
Benda penting yang perlu dibuat sudah dibereskan
Ada sedikit lagi kerja yang perlu di buat...
tapi tak tau sempat atau tidak
Ya Allah...kuatkanlah semangatku dan permudahkanlah segala perjalanan dan cabaran yg akan kutempuhi kelak. Amin

To all my bloggers friends...
wish me luck for my Final Year Project presentation and exhibition.


Sunday, May 24, 2009

Its the moment...

I felt like wanna puke right after opening my eyes in the morning while ago
My stomach does not feels right nor painful at the moment
Tried to have good night sleep last night but its a waste of effort
This thing just keep on bombarding my head
I know I can go through just like before
I know I'm not alone with this kind of situation
Struggle is everywhere
Everyone is

24 hours ++ more to go...
Ya Allah, please give me the strength and courage to go through all this obstacles.


Saturday, May 23, 2009


Tapi kenapa?
Mungkinkah sebab sudah singkat?
Atau sudah nak sampai masanya?


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Plan for tomorrow *DONE*

1) Wake up early morning and go to Alamanda. *less crowd...the better* - Done
2) Need to search for some antique/traditional carpet and another Kain batik Jawa for cover. - Done
3) Some traditonal tudung saji or tampi beras *the heck I dunno in English* - Not Yet
4) Eat proper food - lunch ever!!
5) Rush back to studio...continue setup (at least 80% before final setup on Friday) - Done
6) After Zohor going out to KL - Done
7) Find track ball, tikar mengkuang, etc- Done
8) Dunno what gonna happen the verge of depress implosion...grrrr... - Fuck


Tuesday, May 19, 2009


Presented to you Lahap-Lahap Club official member and not so official logo.*need to figure out better one*
Our motto is "Eat with passion while the food last".
Actually this club just merely an idea from Ren while we spamming each other in Facebook with some weird comment. I thought it was interesting and we sembang-sembang whether wanna make it "official" or not....more like suka-suka. We also decide to select presiden for the club...Sarah was the first choice coz she the most eligable candidate around...with a lot of passion. Since she turn it down countless time...I took the position dengan terpaksa...* still the shadow presiden eventho you're my vice...hehhee*. The other member also had their or job inside the club.

Shuun - Presiden / Food Gobler
Sarah - Rakyat Biasa *atas permintaan*
Ren - Food Runner
Min - Food Taster / Rakyat Biasa
Tasha - Food Consultant / Tukang Lenggok *confirm*

Activity of this club mostly cover the topic of makan and running around anywhere that possible to reach and search for best makan place and of course excellent food while skodeng people. Ohh...the food must be suit to our taste bud of course. Weird one won't go inside our list.


Monday, May 18, 2009

Where goes?

That was during internship.
And yesterday I check my weight in Alamanda, its 71kg

Where goes almost 10 kg of my body weight?
With all those thing I ate, not to mention A weight seem gradually decreased.


Jazz Bar

Imagining sitting at the corner of jazz bar watching live performance of this song while a pleasant looking waiter serves your drinks with remarkable grace and politeness. I would ask him to accompany me throughout the nocturnal night and listening the song again and again.


Saturday, May 16, 2009

J'Lostein - Of Mine



These scars of mine, they signify,
All that I've seen in life.
The turning tide, not coming by,
Taking too long to fly.

It's not always light, sometimes it's grey,
Chasing yesterday...


When one ocean is done, there's another one,
With higher waves.
When you're chasing the sun, to be stepped upon,
Then it goes away.
Has someone been lying when they said it's for the best?

No time to cry, no time to sigh,
Finding the meaning.
Seen it all, it hurts no more,
But still unforgiving.

Keep telling myself that all it does
Is make me strong...


For the best...
I think someone lied to me...


I think someone lied to me...
I think someone lied to me...

When I'm down on the ground, with no one around,
And I can't see.
When I get up to stand, pick myself up again,
Then maybe...

Maybe it's true that all these scars are for...
Maybe it's true that all these scars are for the best.

Copyrighted 2008 J'Lostein


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A thought of you

Kinda miss you J.


Sunday, May 10, 2009

The carriage last ride

Upon the reflection I've made to myself
Walking alone through the empty night
I told my conscious self
"I should stop playing that game"
Or in other word
There's no reason for it to go on
I know my feeling now

The horses will no longer need to run
The carriage had fulfill it purpose
I will put down my status as the lord
And the two maiden will be free

Thanks to both of you for tagging along playing these game for almost 2 years. :D
You know who you are~!!


Friday, May 8, 2009

Secret Admirer

We meet again while I'm still merely recover
Even just a second our eyes meet...
I know...
You're nervous
and so do I
I don't know what inside your mind...
what you've been thinking all this while
I can't keep on running away...
even though I'd decided its my only choice now

Maybe, when I have a stronger confident
I try to be honest...
Even though its just a smile


Thursday, May 7, 2009


But I just realize I can't
It was wrong

But I really love you, I really do...


Wednesday, May 6, 2009


It taste so sweet
I wonder why...


Monday, May 4, 2009

Love Confession

Is like strawberries dip in chocolate
or maybe maple syrup to suit your taste


Cool breeze

And so the cool breeze dancing across cyanic lake
Under perfect silver crescent moon
So the waltz begin