Sunday, July 29, 2007

cracked head....

I'm suffocated being pressure by too much thing. Tomorrow presentation, then Wednesday got submission, Thursday presentation ideation for post production and Friday open book test for Islamic studies also submission for design process work progress compilation. Need to go through all that before a week midterm break. Tension...not just me but everyone also had the same problem. Oh dear God, give me strength to overcome all this task.


Friday, July 27, 2007

Gratz Lara

I just came to know bout this news yesterday while browsing wikipedia to kill my time. Lara Fabian announced that she already 5-6 month pregnant! Just like her other fans, I'm also feel so happy bout it. And the father for the child is her beloved fiance, Gerald Pullicino. May she always blessed with happy life and career and also soon to be mom and wife.

Lara Fabian
Gerard Pullicino

UPDATE:- Lara safely gave birth to her first child,a baby girl, Lou on 20 November 2007. Congratz Lara and Gerard!!! ^^

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Nights from the Alhambra

This live concert album is one of the most outstanding and very much gave a Celtic element experience that I myself never experience before. Ms.Loreena explore from the depth of celtic music to the heart of arabian music to give her audience those different feeling and experience and yet tell a story through the beautiful lyrics she compose. Her voice just magnificent for a 50 years old women. Truly a gifted musician that also an expert pianist, harpist and also accordion. The stage setup, lighting, sound system pretty much increase the mood for the concert. The band done a great job and it seem they all enjoy it throughout the concert. *see their faces expression* Eventho this is just a download album that I got from torrent, but if I came across the original one, I won't hesitate to buy without second thought coz it so exclusive.

Overall rating: A+
Recommended to all Celtic fans and also everybody that like New Age music

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

buzee to HELL!!!

what should I say~!??
At the peak of Mount ASS-signment!!!!!!! **

ohh holiday...plz come faster bebeyh!!! I wanna fcuk you hard!! >_>

Emo Shuun

Monday, July 23, 2007


I thot last week is hectic...but this week I already foresee the cloudy future that approaching me in silence. Still not recover fully from my fever and cold cause from over-working and already got a pilled of assignment need to be settle this week and also next week plus two presentation. NANI~!!!!??? I felt like wanna die half way thoughtout this week.

Just came back from hometown yesterday. Need some peaceful and undisturbed rest at home once in while...especially when you have a bad fever. Spend all 3 days sleeping since my medicine coz drowsiness...and need to take it 3 times a day after meal.( huhuhu...I take meal only the other 2 dose just telan jer)
And you know what, I feel alot more healthier. At least the air is not polluted since I live near a recreational jungle. And now back to Cyber...the smell of...urghhh..... >_> Plus I hate MMU air-cond...sometimes so damn cold...and when unlucky they didn't turn it on. Haihh...seriously I dunno how to enjoy this trimester like I use to last trimester.Hopefully I came to "like" it in the future tho the percentage is small.

Anyway...I still can't figure out what should I do this week eventho we already have a task to complete by the end of this week. Maybe coz I already push myself to the limit last week and everybit of idea being squash out of my brain causing some unbalance to my way of thinking. I realize it this morning when talking to my's like I'm whining and the word not spoken so clearly. But at least I still can wrote this blog like normal...even without a proper grammar(like a care...)

Bahh..its near 1.00 p.m. Got class at 2 and my medicine already too effect. Feel sleepy.......***


Monday, July 16, 2007

Its scary~!! XD

Again I repeat, transformation is scary~!! XD
I can't imagine what will happen to my appearance after 10 years. Can you~!?

extra yummy pic...

Is he a hottie or what~!! *nosebleed* *____*
Type of body that I aim for. What does he eat for lunch and dinner...and what kind of exercise he do. Need to cut out my bad eating habit for sure and more exercise. >_> *I do some simple one sit up...*


Saturday, July 14, 2007

gonna start bz~!!

Life gonna start busy this coming week with all the submission and progress work for major project. Never thot that we reach week 5 just in a blink of eyes. Means that we have two more week before mid-term break. Also got presentation during the week before holiday. Haihh.... >_> And sure enough that after holiday life gonna be so hectic since lecturer form each subject will hand out all our final project assignment that need to be completed usually on week 12. How to survive? I dunno. If look back from Beta trimester 3, just go through it without thinking so much and it will end without we noticed it. I hope so. I don't want to screw this first trimester and already aim for good pointer to kick up my old cgpa. There will be no more enjoyment I guess. I need to hold back all my desire and spend all this time concentrating on my study. Got another 1 3/4 years more before graduated. It totally not long, and hope it come soon.

Financially, I'm quite tight this few week. Not because I' spend so much during the first week of trimester(okeyh..I do spend some big amount of money for food and personal thing) but because of all the bill and rent. Right now I live alone in my apartment. So all the old bill will be accumulated and paid by me since there no one around to settle it. My ex-housies already move out...and another one got intern, so never come back to apartment during the internship. Dunno whether they have bank-in the balance or not since I can't really calculated it from my account coz the amount keep on changing(the cash my father bank-in) plus I only withdraw once a week. I try not to spend so much money this starting week...limit my self just RM50 per week for now. Need to kept some for mid-term or else I don't have any cash to go back JB.

Got post production assignment, our task is to create 90 second of movie trailer. Still not started yet. Submission this coming Thursday. >_>


Monday, July 9, 2007

I wish...

I wish...
My family will always be together forever

I wish...
To be a good son

I wish...
To be able to support my family

I wish...
To achieve my dream

I wish...
To have a normal life

I wish...
To live in normal house with my wife, two children, a cat, and garden with bird flying around

I wish...
To be a good husband that come home everyday before dinner

I wish...
To be devoted to my religion

I wish...
To be normal...




Friday, July 6, 2007


White are the far-off plains, and white
The fading forests grow;
The wind dies out along the height,
And denser still the snow
A gathering weight on roof and tree,
Falls down scarce audibly

The meadows and far-sheeted streams
Lie still without a sound;
Like some soft minister of dreams
The snow-fall hoods me round;
In wood and water, earth and air
A silence everywhere

Save when at lonely intervals
Some farmer's sleigh, urged on,
With rustling runners and sharp bells
Swings by me and is gone;
Or from the empty waste I hear
A sound remote and clear

The barking of a dog, or call
To cattle, sharply pealed,
Borne echoing from some wayside stall
Or barnyard far afield;
Then all is silent and the snow falls
Settling soft and slow

The evening deepens and the grey
Folds closer earth and sky
The world seems shrouded, far away.
Its noises sleep, and I as secret as
Yon buried stream plod dumbly on and dream.

Snow - Loreena McKennitt


Wednesday, July 4, 2007

waste time...

Spend few minute to update this journal...lalala. In class ryte now...pwned~!!

Loreena McKennitt MTV

Loreena McKennitt - The Bonny Swans -LIVE

Shuun review :-
She sound far better then in studio recording. And the smile she give on the end of the clip are the most sincere I ever seen. This lady is ENCHANTING!!

Loreena Mckennitt - The Mummers Dance - LIVE

Shuun review :-
I feel like wanna dance to the beat. The studio version is awesome, but this live performance is unbelievable. Love her dress, voice, personality, and her huge talent.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Cirit aka male PMS

I thot it will be fine after return home from morning class. But it turn out to be worse, and lost count on how many time I need to rush to toilet. I skip the afternoon class since my stomach really painful in side plus it seem my lower part of body especially my leg cramp after so much of running and sitting. Swallow my meds and sitting on my bed, coz if I lay down, my stomach will start reacting again. Can feel that my energy drained out. Head start getting dizzy, and still feels it right now while writing this blog. Still not eating any food today...maybe I cook some egg and eat with bread later tonite. Don't have any appetite right now. >_>

I no longer Shuun The Black Hole


Sunday, July 1, 2007

The thing pissed me off

Actually this happen during the last semester break. I don't know whether I'm too emotional or is it something else. One of my old friend ask me to join him for outing and watch cinema. I told him clearly that I'm still wanna rest at home since it just pass one day of MMU semester break. I thot I want to spend more time at home then rather go out and spend my time and money for nothing. I sms my friend; told him to go with other people(he brings along other friend). I thought it will settle everything and he understand. But I guess some people really dunno the meaning of give up and privacy. He kept on sms and begging me to come. Then his friend do the same thing. Its getting irritating coz my handphone kept on being spam with sms. I don't have any choice but to read it anyway since maybe they want to tell me something important that makes them really want me to go. But the last sms really REALLY annoyed me the most; to the level that I began to hate them and believe that they not friend anymore. I already forgotten what the sentence but it something like "kalau ko takmo ikut takper, tapi kitorang datang umah ko amik duit". I feel really offended that not even reply the sms nor pick up the phone call. I dunno what they purpose saying something like that. Jokes around? Weii...even jokes also had limit. But if you started to cross others people private thing and took advantage of it, you no less then a HUMAN WITHOUT BRAIN. I already told them that I don't like anything that relate to my family status or wealth. But then some people just to dumb to think and they do it over and over again. What I can conclude from the sms is that if I go outing with them, I will end up the one pay all the bill. WTF. I thought their mind will change after high school, but it still the same. The" rich person must treat poor person" kind of ideology still stay in there retarded mind. Yes, I come from rich family...but it doesn't make MYSELF a rich person. I'm not rich. I'm very poor. The wealth belong to my father coz he work hard for it. I WILL never CLAIM or even want it to be my own. I don't like something that doesn't belong to me and not from my own effort. It such a burden whenever I notice the money inside my bank account increasing. Do you know how I feel? Some "people" will get really happy when sees their parent gave them/bank in money for them. But I'm not. I rarely ask my father to bank in money unless it really important or urgent(rental,bill...). Never once I ask him to bank me money just because I want to go enjoy. But my friend doesn't see this...or understand. The frequently ask why I don't want a car or any vehicle. My answer is...I don't want to burden my father anymore, and its not from my own money. And I don't want to be corrupted son. My friend got PTPTN loan and came from average family, but what bothers me is he use it to buy motorbike. I know it for his transportation to college...but...if it were use for something else...haihh...~!!

This thing just give me more headache...