waste time...

Spend few minute to update this journal...lalala. In class ryte now...pwned~!!

Shuun

Loreena McKennitt MTV

Loreena McKennitt - The Bonny Swans -LIVE


Shuun review :-
She sound far better then in studio recording. And the smile she give on the end of the clip are the most sincere I ever seen. This lady is ENCHANTING!!


Loreena Mckennitt - The Mummers Dance - LIVE


Shuun review :-
I feel like wanna dance to the beat. The studio version is awesome, but this live performance is unbelievable. Love her dress, voice, personality, and her huge talent.

Cirit aka male PMS

I thot it will be fine after return home from morning class. But it turn out to be worse, and lost count on how many time I need to rush to toilet. I skip the afternoon class since my stomach really painful in side plus it seem my lower part of body especially my leg cramp after so much of running and sitting. Swallow my meds and sitting on my bed, coz if I lay down, my stomach will start reacting again. Can feel that my energy drained out. Head start getting dizzy, and still feels it right now while writing this blog. Still not eating any food today...maybe I cook some egg and eat with bread later tonite. Don't have any appetite right now. >_>

I no longer Shuun The Black Hole

Shuun

The thing pissed me off

Actually this happen during the last semester break. I don't know whether I'm too emotional or is it something else. One of my old friend ask me to join him for outing and watch cinema. I told him clearly that I'm still wanna rest at home since it just pass one day of MMU semester break. I thot I want to spend more time at home then rather go out and spend my time and money for nothing. I sms my friend; told him to go with other people(he brings along other friend). I thought it will settle everything and he understand. But I guess some people really dunno the meaning of give up and privacy. He kept on sms and begging me to come. Then his friend do the same thing. Its getting irritating coz my handphone kept on being spam with sms. I don't have any choice but to read it anyway since maybe they want to tell me something important that makes them really want me to go. But the last sms really REALLY annoyed me the most; to the level that I began to hate them and believe that they not friend anymore. I already forgotten what the sentence but it something like "kalau ko takmo ikut takper, tapi kitorang datang umah ko amik duit". I feel really offended that not even reply the sms nor pick up the phone call. I dunno what they purpose saying something like that. Jokes around? Weii...even jokes also had limit. But if you started to cross others people private thing and took advantage of it, you no less then a HUMAN WITHOUT BRAIN. I already told them that I don't like anything that relate to my family status or wealth. But then some people just to dumb to think and they do it over and over again. What I can conclude from the sms is that if I go outing with them, I will end up the one pay all the bill. WTF. I thought their mind will change after high school, but it still the same. The" rich person must treat poor person" kind of ideology still stay in there retarded mind. Yes, I come from rich family...but it doesn't make MYSELF a rich person. I'm not rich. I'm very poor. The wealth belong to my father coz he work hard for it. I WILL never CLAIM or even want it to be my own. I don't like something that doesn't belong to me and not from my own effort. It such a burden whenever I notice the money inside my bank account increasing. Do you know how I feel? Some "people" will get really happy when sees their parent gave them/bank in money for them. But I'm not. I rarely ask my father to bank in money unless it really important or urgent(rental,bill...). Never once I ask him to bank me money just because I want to go enjoy. But my friend doesn't see this...or understand. The frequently ask why I don't want a car or any vehicle. My answer is...I don't want to burden my father anymore, and its not from my own money. And I don't want to be corrupted son. My friend got PTPTN loan and came from average family, but what bothers me is he use it to buy motorbike. I know it for his transportation to college...but...if it were use for something else...haihh...~!!

This thing just give me more headache...

Shuun